When I couldnt take it anymore....

Ya Tuhan,

saya letih bekerja di MOSTI ini.

Terlalu banyak perkataan segera...terlalu banyak isu berbangkit..terlalu banyak mau entertain orang...

since from the KEESU dah jenis perfectionist...sampailah kepada immediate bos pun ada....

Plus ada pula big boss yang aiyaa...bukannya memudahkan kerja kita but most of the time...suka menghentam...

Letih sayaa.....

Apakah Kementerian lain pun mcm ni? sebab as for as Im concern...MOA still bearable...enjoyable....FUN...

semalam sejak masa tengah disscussion dengan bos, dah rasa sejuk2 panas...dah rasa sendi lutut...tulang belakang..bahu segala sakit...kepala jangan cakaplah...rasa mau berpusing...

Sampai rumah terus flat...terbaring badan panas...

Bolehkah saya bertahan another year lagi di MOSTI? saya tidak tahu...Januari baru mau berlalu...terasa waktu bekerja sangatttt panjang di MOSTI...why is that element FUN di MOSTI tidak ada???

Unplanned Trip

I am super duper tired today (actually). Last sunday my husband and i had a 'marriage-counselling-sharing' with our spiritual father, ka James. We have a very quality time tho it is already at midnight and end up we finished sharing at2am. Our ka james have been called to ministry all the Gembala sib semenanjung so we took the orportunity 'stole' ka james for 1 night.

So whats happened...rhe next day we asked ka james where he wanted to go...because we are pleased to bring him jalan2 round kl..wlpn he actually had gone to kl so many times...after a while ka james said to us...he had been to kl so many times..but never been to Genting Highland..u see our ka james here is from indonesia. How we know him and get close to him is a long story...but i believe God had answered our prayer to send us a spiritual father..and here he is...so when he started to mentor our church back in 2008...from then Kl has been his 2nd home...

So my husband and i agreed to bring him there...so very unplanned trip...we brought things thats is needed for eg..joshua sweater..stokin..his hat...but i didnt bring my own sweater...i thought genting i not that cold...hahahha

But i guess im wrong....sampai sana..tadaaa,,,sejuk uuuu....

But all in all..i am blessed we are blessed to have ka james that day..and the sharing that we have really leaves significant to both of us husband and wife...God bless ka james more and more..Amen.

My favourites

Last saturday..we decided to bring our son jalan2 d sekitar taman putra perdana dgn di sekitar pullman hotel.

I am so happy watching my husband have 'bonding time' with joshua. We did took some pictures...some had been uploaded in my instagram...so if u want to see quick updates from me..just add me @mummyjoshua171 hihihih... And of course i need to approve u first..hihi

So here my favourites pictures of our little joshua

A belated wish

I know i am a bad mother...how come lah kan birthday anak pun lambat buat entry....

Ini lah ni...i was so so busy....banyak kerja betul..terkejar-kejar saya...sampaikan mau buat sho entry pun x dpt...apa lagi sekarang ni sy aktif berIG...jadi post saja gambar di sana...kalau add sy..cari nama @mummyjoshua171. Hihihi

Btw, my son is officially 1 year old on the 17th jan...

Msih sedang belajar berdiri tanpa sokongan...tinggal tunggu waktu jak mau brjalan...

Berat 11.2kg panjang 86cm

Semakin aktif dan banyak cakap..tatataattata...etc etc...

Huhunu....sungguh cepat masa brlalu....

Happy birthday my sweety pie..joshua raphael michael...jadilah anak yg takut akan Tuhan..mghormati org tua sihat selalu dan pintar...

Bless you...

Monday morning

So here come the second week of January...

Blessed mondAy everyone...

Happy New year 2013

Finally...finally I got the chance and the golden opportunity to write here...

It's been a year..(hehehe)..my last post was on the 21st Dec... so here I am..try to get back my mood writing on the track..well at least..I'm still in the mood of blogging.. ^^

overall the year of 2012 had left me with so many memories...from the good one to the better to the best...until is an amazing experience....BUT i do had my WORST memories which I wish I wouldnt go through it anymore....because it left so many painful experiences...tears...and bitterness...I mean when the things happened...but now I really want to forgive and forget and move on...

2013...

a few days more, my 1st son will be 1 year..yeay!..I couldnt believe i have a 1 year old son..hahahah. I couldnt believe I have been a mother for a year already...indeed it is an amazing experience to me...so what do i expect from my lil one is that I know this year might be a very critical to me and my husband..since our son is very very active....he is now learning how to stand without any support..he already can do some walk of course with holding to something like katil...meja...kerusi..me...and the most scary is that...naik tangga boleh turun tangga tak boleh...hehehe...so I know we have to really focus to our child..now that he is actively growing and learning many things surround him... but I do said my 1st son kan just now...hehee...we are planning right now..but we wish to have another child not this year...probably next year..and of course by God willing...

on the other hand...me and my husband is promising to each other to try understand and adapt with our character...temperamen...and learn how to communicate well....and at my side...i promise to myself to not being very sensitive wife....I mean...cepat sangat nak sakit hati...I hope I wont be that kind of woman again... since the bible said...to guard our heart, for everything we do flows from it (Proverbs 4:23)...so that's my as wifey resolution ^^

being 6th year in the govt.service..really taught me so many things...But i still feel that i am still young in this service..still there is so much to learn..as for now, at my current work...I wanted to do my very best...I knew I had done my very best last year...but this year..is gonna be more tough here...but so am I....and I told myself... Im not a workaholic woman but I am career woman..that's mean my family still comes first...my work as I told u here before..there is no ending story...so I promised myself to use wisely the 8 hours of working...I dont believe in staying late at office will bring u different result.... so there u go my career resolution...

what else..I have more...this year is time for keep fit and beauty enhance...hehehe...since I am planning to have another child next year..might as well I make sure my body is from now on...I learn from my 1st pregnancy...so I taught our body need to be fit...cukup vitamin...cukup exercise...but is not all about getting pregnant but what I really want is that I want to be healthy..for my family....so I told my husband..he must bring us to park once a week so that i can jog while he babysit our son....

and on top of that...I want to be nearer to God Almighty...I want to know HIM more in my life... because HE is the reason that I am still alive.. and I thanked God for everything that He has done to me ...

So I guess...that's it...let see what happened in the 6 month later....

Good day everyone...and not late to wish u all Happy New Year 2013...God bless...