when my good is not good enough...

Everyone have their own difficulties. Be it with their spouse, be it your family or your job! I found lately, I have this demotivated feeling to my work. Tho' i tried my very best to focus on it..do my very best..give my very best..but still i find that I have make so many mistakes. I have been doing all these for almost 5 years (included this year). Throughout the years, my KPSU is keep changing. Till now, I got 5 KPSU. Each KPSU's had their own way to guide (and ada yg tak guide pun) me. I'm not blaming my boss. I know, as human there will be some mistakes also. *sigh* Today i really feel discouraged. Scared about my future. Doubt in my career. I tried not to cry..but I cried. I really want to get rid myself from this. I pray to God, to strengthen me. If this is HIS purpose for me here, I really need something to light up again my motivation. I need bos that really can guide me and not letting me doing all by myself. Being 44, for only less than 5 years..I think I still need to learn more and need more guidance. ~tve attitude, tve thinking~