Thursday, August 14, 2014

I wish i have a title for this post...but i can't think one!!

I am really sorry.. I promise to write more...but blog have been blocked at my office...that's it i normally blogging using my pc at my office. Easy and fast. But i don't know why they blocked blog. So i just can open my blog but can't sign in. Cannot sign in so no writing loh! Hehehe

So for a temporary solution im using my ipad via wifi at office too. But it is not really convienient to write through ipad if you know what i mean. Huhuhu

By the way, my little baby jayden uriel is pretty amazing... At the age of 31/2 months, he already able to roll over. Pretty fast too if compared to his bro, joshua. I am so proud of jayden. I dont know what i eat when i was mengandungkan jayden. 

My husband on the other hand, love to main2 dgn jayden. Maybe jyden resemble him a lot tht is why he loves to urus jayden compare joshua. Or maybe jyden is still young still a baby so easy peasy to handle him. Unlike joshua...ayaaaa.. Really need super high volume of patience. Nowadays when we scold him,,he will use his hand to pukul us. I dont know where he learn that. 

Maybe i should gives him more attention... 

To joshua, if one day you will read this, pls know that my love to you never cease never faded never grow old. I love you my son...you are my and our very first child. Mummy will never forget the experience of giving birth to you. It is just that now you have lil bro that also need mummy's attention. So pls behave nice...mummy dont u become naughty boy... Mummy always pray you will be grow as a  real man...nice man...understanding and loving...

Loves,

Your mummy.

Monday, August 4, 2014

The silence prayer

Sejak isu Gaza-Israel, begitu banyak sekali post2 di media sosial khususnya di FB. Pelbagai # di setiap page kawan2. Bahkan isu boycott product israel juga hangat. 

Saya mengikuti perkembangan isu ini baik dari rakan2 muslim saya dan juga sahabat2 seiman dengan saya. Saya hanya banyak membaca dan saya banyak save my personal opinion ttg ini. Reason saya cuma satu walaupun media sosial spt FB itu boleh dikata anda berhak suarakan tentang pendapat atau pandangan anda...tapi saya memikirkan apa ka kata2 yg bakal sy taip nanti memberi kasih karunia kepada stp yang membacanya. Kenapa sy kata begitu sebab.. dalam bible colossians 4:6 "let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt. That ye may know ye ought to answer every man." Sebab itu sebelum saya share atau post something sy akan fikir apakah kata2 sy itu penuh kasih?

Ya KASIH. This is what my bible the christian bible is all about. LOVE. 

Hati siapa tidak sedih bila anak2 yg suci menjadi korban....yg sepatutnya dlm usia mereka..mereka deserved to have a happy childhood. Bukan saja anak2 di gaza..anak2 di israel juga layak. Despite of their differences theology or ideology of politics. 

Hati saya meratapi penderitaan di kedua2 pihak. Saya hanya mampu berdoa..

Bapa kami yang di Surga, yang kami kenal dalam nama Tuhan Yesus. Bapa, hatiku bersedih untuk apa yg berlaku di gaza dan israel. Bapa deep down in my heart, i can feel that You also sad with the situations. Too many blood spilled. So many lives gone. Sedangkan Engkau sangat mengasihi dunia ini sehingga Engkau mati di kayu salib bukan untuk org2 kristen saja tetapi untuk semua orang saja. Kasih Mu adalah utk semua org. Sedangkan semasa org yahudi berkeras utk menyalibkan Engkau,,dan askar2 romawi mengolokkan Engkau di kayu salib Engkau tidak memusuhi mereka malah Engkau hany berseru, 'ampunilah mereka, kerana mereka tidak tahu apa yg mereka perbuat'. Bapa sy berdoa, hanya Engkau yang berdaulat di atas peperangan antara gaza-israel. Sy berdoa untuk keselamatan buat bangsa2 ini. Sy berdoa biarlah kasih dari Allah Bapa mengalir dalam hati mereka. Sy berdoa ilah zaman yang menutupi kebenaran mata rohani mereka akan disingkapkan dr mata mereka. Ya bapa, jadilah kehendak Mu di bumi spt di surga. Justeru bagi saudara2 kami di syria yg lagi mengalami penyiksaan...Bapa sy berdoa supaya your divine protection akan melindungi mereka. Sy berdoa supaya iman merekta tetap teguh biarpun mereka kehilangn nyawa mereka. Kerana Engkau berfirman, barang siapa yg mempertahankan nyawanya akan kehilangan nyawanya tapi barangsiapa yg kehilangan nyawanya kerana Engkau mereka akan mendapatkannya. Bapa, bagi kami anak2 mu di Malaysia, biar hati kami terus dipenuhi dengn belas kasihan. Biar kami terus mengasihi org2 di sekitr kami. Terima kasih bapa. Terima kasih Yesus.

Semua ini sy angkat di dalam nama Yesus Kristus, tuhan dan juruselamat kami. Amen.

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