18.12.2014

So today I came early than usual at office so i think i still have time to jot down here before i'm leaving for a long holiday...yeppp today is my last working day for 2014..thanked God...

Yesterday was a very long day...It was supposed a very special day for 2 reasons...

One is that it was my mum birthday yesterday... as I reached at my office yesterday..i called my father (because my mum doesnt have her own hp). But unfortunately my mum already left to her óffice' (p jual sayur guys)...so i just have a short conversation with my dad and then i hung up...

2nd is that...yesterday marked my 8th year in service...i really couldnt think that i can go beyond this...

the all old memories from the moment i apply job through SPA and then taking twice for PTD exam...still fresh in my mind.

But those were sweet memories that i shall keep to myself until joshua, jayden and the 3rd older enough to listen to my story..hehehe

And i will remember yesterday as the day that I really my pushed myself to finished my work. In this task that i was assigned to do is really tough for me. I am far from any multimedia skill. I have very basic knowledge and skill in multimedi. simple powerpoint boleh lah ...but this time i was in the team of penerbitan. So my friend and I was in charge in designing the JPA Buletin Transform. Some of u may have know about this buletin if u happened to join any pameran of  #myGST4U. Though my part is not much as my friend have but i still consider it a tough job.

After meeting, there is so many amendments to do yet i have very little time left. I was crying when I know I have to finished my task before going for Christmas holiday (since I have no choice). I cried to God.."lord please give me wisdom".. the pressure really on me...

End up yesterday i finished (90% completed) at 745pm. My head is spinning and my whole body trembling and I almost knocked a car yesterday (tiba2 kereta tu slow and i was driving like crazy semalam) because I was so exhausted that I hardly can think straight.

All the way to my home, my mouth couldn't stop mumbling...and mengeluh...

But that was yesterday story....I know it 'was a part of my journey in this PTD career. Sometimes u have ups and down...sometimes u have slumber bosses sometimes u will encounter a very strict boss + a perfectionist bosses..well I guess is all for my learning process to which boss i will be in the future...

So 8 years down..many years is waiting for me....and for my next step..i will and force myself to further my studies pula...time is running and i need to gather my strength so that i will still on the right track and of course...of all my dreams..i still want to be the woman that God want me to be...

so bring it on...

Lets just move on and keep your spirit high...happy anniversary batch 2/2006.