just another day

sy menderita sakit ulser dalam mulut sy....sudahlah tempat ulser itu betul2 di tempat ex-geraham gigi (yg sudah dicabut waktu sy 14yrs old)..sakit sekali bila mengunyah makanan....lepas tu cakap pun tidak betul...

this peristiwa terjadi after hari ahad...mungkin sy sudah banyak bercakap hari ahad tu kali..so its time for me to keep silence..at least a week (mungkin).

semalam sy betul2 naik angin dengan BB sy. Dia suka terjah sy dengan pertanyaan2 yang sebenarnya lain maksudnya tapi soalan yg keluar lain dari mulutnya dan yg bikin panas sy itu, dia salahkan sy sebab sy tidak tau apa yg dia minta. Wah, ni sy naik garang sekejap di ofis semalam! Sampai semalam sy hampir mau katakan ***** sama dia, but then RK masih ingatkan sy... langsung sy tanya sama Papa JC, Papa JC what would you do if You are in my situation? But before papa JC answer, deep down in my heart I know the truth. Whatever comes out from our mouth it has power to bring blessing and curse, but ALWAYS choose to bless people with your words. Me?....struggle babe, itu manusia lama tidak puas hati...huhuuuuhu....maybe ada effect dari ulser sy.. boleh sakit kepala oooo!

but as i curhat to my hsmate yesterday, i feel lega inside me. and my prayer goes to my BB, i asked God to change my heart and renew me. I asked God to give wisdom to my BB...

this morning, i knew she will meet me seawal yg mungkin...regarding isu semalam. Thank God, dia cuma beritahu apa yg perlu sy buat.. at least not a bebelan...:)

anyway, i feel fresh today to start my work...tho my ulcer masih di situ...