Included this 'thing'...
heehehee..
As u all know (or as I shared here before)., for my 1st pregnancy...we didnt plan it all...we just berserah and if there is God will for us to have baby..we just ok! sebab itu...saya mengandungkan Joshua selepas 2 bulan berumah tangga...
Then after Joshua lahir...mengharungi mummyhood and parenthood...we (my husband and I) realized that we really need to make family planning after Joshua...bagi Joshua sepenuh kasih dan sayang...then we think of for the second one....
ding dong ding dong.....the story begin when my period datang lambat bulan ni...kitaran haid selepas pantang dan after beberapa bulan..is back to normal iaitu antara 22-28 days....so bila bulan ni lambat 5 hari..sy mulai RISAU...nah sudah...takkan melekat kot?...
Saya memang risau..tapi beberapa ketika...sya katakan kepada Tuhan...kalau memang Tuhan lihat kami sebenarnya ready untuk yang kedua..biarlah kehendak Tuhan yang jadi...masa tu sy belum check..sya masih mau tunggu...
Tapi start hari isnin kesihatan sy mulai terganggu...ada sedikit batuk...terus saya teringat..kalau saya
TAPI syukurlah..(hehe)..Tuhan itu jauh lebih tau yang terbaik untuk anak-anakNya...
Belum sempat sy test..pagi tadi sy sudah nampak lendir coklat (going to red)...o finally sy period....
RELIEVED....like I said, kalau Tuhan bagi sy tidak menolak...cuma Tuhan itu tau keadaan kami..and especially saya... :)
So...after this kena lebih hati2....
2 comments:
Have you decided on what birth control you want to use Ren? Perhaps this was a reminder kot :-).
Deepa,
hehehe. I choose the very easy peasy one...easy to get at 7Eleven.hahaha.
Takutlah nak guna yg u guna tu...yg lain pula takut kacau hormon...so I gunalah yg ini Kon***.
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