Friday, February 27, 2009
D8
day 1 - 23 Feb - bangun seawal 4am,...sekitar 4.45am drive to KLIA...delegasi pertama yg disambut Iran...pengalaman yg tidak dilupakan....sy turun naik KLIA..tingkat 3 -arrival (ambil luggage mereka), tingkat 4 - sambutan VIP...hantar mereka ke VIP room/clear passport mereka, tingkat 5 - iring mereka bersama2 dgn LO Iran ke kereta....penat itu satu hal, sebab hari tu cuma sy saja bertugas di KLIA...btw puji Tuhan embassy Iran tolong sy angkat luggage...(tim logistik tiada datang, perlu masuk post mortem ni)...seawal 8.15am selesai, sy drive balik ofis dengan keadaan pening lalat dan tidak cukup tidur..since hari ahad sudah pack buat sy...dan sy balik ofis bekerja spt biasa (dgn rasa mengantuK)
day 2 - 24 Feb - sy bertugas di KLIA petang to malam...kali ni sambut di arrival international tingkat 3....macam di drama2 saja yg angkat board...tertulis nama delegates yg kt sambut...tapi masa tu aku buat peduli dengan org2 sekitar sy....bertemu dengan delegates indonesia...waduh-waduh, ada kekecohan berlaku...sampai delegates tu naik suara sama sy...syukur Tuhan kasi kekuatan tuk bersabar....tp puji Tuhan delegates tu sedar juga and he did say sorry to me....cuma kata-kata mereka "i dun have respect to ur country"...buat sy agak kesal...actually kalau ikut situasi durang tidak bersalah juga...dan sy meletakkan diri sy di tempat mereka..imagine kalau sy p negara asing dan mengharapkan kemudahan disediakan and yet tidak ada..tidak ka terkontang konting sy di airport..nanti jadi cerita Terminal pula nanti....i feel sorry to them, sebab apa yg mereka persoalkan adalah di luar bidang kuasa sy....sy ni cuma machai je...sory ya bapa-bapa...sy cuma menurutnya perintah....malamnya sambut delegates dari Nigeria, Mesir dan In'sia. Yg ni semua berjalan dengan lancar...
day 3 - last delegates...minister dari Indonesia(memang ramai perwakilan dari sana)...juga berjalan dengan lancar..no more hot issue...embasssy mereka pun ada masa tu...
day 4 - bertugas di hilton....very new experience for me....apa tidak semua yg datang adalah pro-pro semua dengan lounge suit masing-masing....aduh!part inilah yg sy tidak suka....biasalah kan business punya style...it really don't fit me well...sy tidak suka!..sy kalau boleh mau berdiri ja di pisuk2 sana...where no one knows my existance....bukan sebab sy ni pemalu..tp sy tidak suka keadaan yg formal begitu dan yg terlalu classy...really not me!... petang tu ikut kiera teman wakil sec Gen p shopping di sogo....aduh mau patah kaki sy..pinggang pun sakit gara-gara, kasut tinggi....sampai rumah sekitar jam 8pm....extremely penat!
day 5 - which is today....kejap g sy akan ke airport lagi hantar minister + delegates Turkey dan Nigeria....sy sebenarnya tidak sabar semua ni akan berakhir....di ofis pagi tadi, sy sedikit kepanikan gara-gara surat memo dari Pejabat Menteri menghilang....syukur betul ada salinan dari pejabat menteri..kalau tidak....huhuhuhu....tadi lunch di P9...sangat kenyang...bila la mau mulakan balik diet seimbang ni....dan so nampaknya hari ni sy akan balik lambat lagi di rumah....
Anyway, dalam kepenatan ada banyak yg sy belajar...dan dalam kekelamkabutan....itu mengingatkan sy untuk sentiasa bertenang dan bersyukur bahwa Our LORD never forsake us...He helps me deal with many situations..and He always there to meet my needs...God is our provider and He is our protector!....
till now...
happy birthday gal..
Friday, February 20, 2009
jumaat yang memeningkan
isnin-jumaat lagi menakutkan...dengan persidangan D-8 lagi yang arggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh sy tidak tau lah macam mana nanti....(nasihat: kalau jadi PTD confirm akan terlibat yg begini2...so fikir2lah kalau mau jadi PTD)
tadi sy chatting (urusan rasmi of course)...dengan kawan jauh sy di batam....dia akan ke serdang tuk CSE dan THCL....sy sudah bingung sebenarnya....ternyata banyak lagi persiapan tuk both event...kesian gue....kesian juga kawan sy tu...kena suruh bawa banyak barang dari sana...hehehehe makasih ya udah tolongin kami di serdang.....
hari ni juga sy settelkan satu perkara dengan sahabat jauh sy juga...banyak pula sahabat jauh sy ni...anyway...(if u read my blog)...apa saja yang sy sampaikan, itu semua adalah yg sebenarnya...no hidden agenda...no pretending....ada masa untuk menjawab dengan panjang lebar tapi ada masa untuk menjawab utk perkara yg memang jelas maksudnya....sy akui banyak perkara yg sometimes sy ambil keputusan drastik...tapi utk perkara yg jelas pastinya keputusan atau apapun sy akan ambil kira...and to tell u the truth sy ada rasa damai sejahtera sewaktu sy menjawab semua....
hari ni... sy akan join kawan2 DPA sy main futsal..tho i din really like futsal...and i'm not into futsal tapi atas dasar kawan dan kawan...sy akan join mereka....enjoys girls out with them...at least boleh longgar2 sikit urat2 lutut sy ni... (jum la main volleyball pulak)
apa lagi....sekarang almost 6pm....mau balik..mau makan aiskrim McD....huhuhu
Till here....adios amigos!...GBU
p/s-airin..where are u..tadi lunch hour..i terserempak dengan wei..dia kata u busy....hope u ok aja ya...
Thursday, February 19, 2009
tag lagi
1.How old are you?
25 tahun ++
2.Are you single?
single lagi la
3.At what age do you think you'll get married?
ehm...last time i used to think 27 is the best time to settle down...tp sekarang...sy fikir tunggulah waktunya Tuhan
4.Do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
now?? i'm not sure...siapa yg Tuhan persiapkan tuk sy dan sy siap untuk orang itu....ada kesudahan la ceritanya
5.If not, who do you want to marry?
I like this question....Tuhan tau persis siapa yg sy mau....ahahahhaa
6.Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
adik sy tidak boleh suda...sebab maybe dia kawin awal dari sy...so dlm fikiran sy tu..biarlah bridesmaid sy tu sahabat yg mengenali sy sesungguhnya....bestman..tanya sama pihak lelaki la...
7.Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
i always dream garden wedding....
8.Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Jeju Island...South Korea...
9.How many guests do you think you'll invite?
seramai yg boleh...kawan semasa sekolah rendah,menengah,universiti,kerja...etc...etc...
10.Will that include your exes?
ahahhaha...termasuk cinta monyet ka ni..hehehehe...boleh saja kalau sy...
11.How many layers of cake do you want?
3 layers...
12.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
kalau ikut gereja di kg blessing waktu petang...so reception after acara di gereja la....
13.Name the song/tune you'd like to plat at your wedding.
Kaulah satu, tulang dari tulang ku, yg ku impikan selama hidup ku...this is very meaningful song
14.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?
it depends di mana sy buat...kalau di kg..ikut cara kg...kalau di hotel/dewan ikut cara sopan sikitla
15.Champagne or red wine?
no alcohol during my wedding day....pls...
16.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
most probably beberapa minggu kot after the wedding
17.Money or household items?
both acceptable
18.How many kids would you like to have?
i want twins...:)...tp tidak kisahlah berapa orang pun...pd sy anak itu rezeki....
19.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD? record???
DVD/CD/Pictures
20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
Peggy, Joanne, jaclyn
rajin-rajinlah ya kawan2 buat tag ni..saja suka-suka...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
burn out
so semalam sy ambil waktu sepanjang hari berehat di rumah dengan menutup diri saya dengan dunia luar..my hp sy off kan...sy minta maaf dengan kawan2 yg ada telefon/sms sy tapi tidak berjawab...sy ambil waktu untuk berdiam diri....
so melihat kepada keadaan fisikal sy yg sangat lemah...i decide to do something...after tidur 4 hours straight dengan berusaha memadamkan segala fikiran..just sleep...akhirnya sy dapat rest juga...lepas tu sy bangun sy pergi mengurut kaki sy dengan mesin urut kawan saya...supaya pelancaran darah lancar..than petangnya sy p berjogging di UPM...since sudah lama tidak berjogging so sy cuma larat 1 round saja then 1 round lagi sy berjalan....sy lihat benda-benda hijau..lihat orang main/bersukan..then i realize..i am really push myself to do so many things perfectly...evn tho' masih banyak kelalaian-kelalaian dalam setiap perkara yg sy lakukan...sepanjang sy melihat org2 di sekeliling sy, sy evaluasi diri sy....ternyata i rarely take time to relax and enjoy things around me....am i workholic...sy tidak rasa sy begitu...cuma sejak akhir-akhir ni dalam apa pun yg sy lakukan sy sudah meletakkan high expectation...jadi bila lari sikit flownya...susah hati juga sy....tapi apapun sy bersyukur dengan apa saja keadaan yg sy alami...
orait time to move on to another phase...kerja ku di ofis....kerja ku di church...ada masa lagi ka fikir2 benda lain..tidak taulah....
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentine Day
Everyone belongs to give themselves completely to someone,
to have a deep soul relationship with another to beloved thoroughly and exclusively.
But, God to a Christian says; No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, content with being loved by me alone,with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me,
discovering that only in me is your satisfaction to be found will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be united with another until you are united with me,exclusive of any other desires or longings.
I want you to stop planning,stop wishing and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan existing, one that you cannot imagine.
I want you to have the best. Please allow me to bring it to you.just keep watching me,expecting the greatest things;
Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM. Keep listening and learning the things I tell you.
You must wait.
Don’t be anxious, don’t worry.
Don’t look around at the things that others have gotten or that I have given them,don’t look at the things you want.
You just keep looking off and away up to me or you will miss what I want to show you.
And then, when you are ready,I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any that you could everdream of.
You see until you are ready and the one I have for you is ready-I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the life I have for you,you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationshipwith me -perfect love.
and dear one, I want you to have this love,I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me and enjoy concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love.
Know that I love you utterly.I am God Almighty.(source: anon)
Thursday, February 12, 2009
apa itu C.I.N.T.A???
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
pelik tapi benar
DPA...sy sebenarnya tidak suka DPA....kalau boleh tidak mau ingat pun apa2 pun di DPA..except friends and OBS....sy bersyukur dapat melalui DPA....memandangkan DPA merupakan perkara utama untuk kami P*T*D mau disahkan dalam jawatan....melalui 6 bulan sebenarnya banyak duka daripada suka..ahahahhahah..tapi tidak taulah....tiba-tiba teringat DPA dan i kindda miss those time...apatah lagi sy tertengok gambar2 OBS Mr T(bukan nama sebenar)....all of sudden, semua yg sy lalui seperti slideshow dalam otak saya....bomba..polis...askar...pengembara lautan(OBS la)...student high school..(ehm)....penari...(tiba2)....ehm peliklah bagi sy....kenapa ya sy ingat semua tu????....
ESC....yg ni adalah camp yg church kami buat....the 1st time sy join ni adalah sekitar julai tahun 2007...rasanya ada dalam my previous entry....kenapa sy teringat...mungkin sebab bulan depan kami akan anjurkan lagi ESC yang ke-3kali....dan sy secara langsung adalah PICnya...baru2 ni ada gereja di KL yg buat ni camp..and i have the opportunity to talk with one of the participant ...waktu dia express pengalaman dia tu...tiba-tiba minda sy membawa sy ke ESC Julai 07..dimana sy sendiri pesertanya....bagaimana sy sangat tertekan setiap kali waktu komandan...bagaimana sy menangis setiap sesi....bagaimana sy rasa sy sangat mau balik pd hari pertama...bagaimana pd mulanya sy tidak mengharapkan sstu yg berlaku selepas ESC...and yet...it change the whole of me thru ESC...kenapa Tuhan mengizinkan sy sentiasa berada di depan utk dimarahi komandan....fuhhhhh..pengalaman yg tidak dapat dibeli atau didapati di mana-mana..cuma di ESC..i wont talk it too much as i hope....akan ada yg dapat join ni ESC dan melaluinya sendiri!hehehehe(sengih positif yg penuh makna)...
btw, itu semua pengalaman hidup sy selama mau masuk 26 tahun (tida lama lagi..hehehe)....sy berharap dengan pengalaman itu...sy akan lebih banyak belajar dan berusaha lakukan lebih baik dari yg sudah.....cayalah!
Friday, February 6, 2009
tag..tag..tag..
1. Copy Badge “2008 Cute’s Blogger Award” untuk diletakkan di blog anda...
Tq tq….untuk pengiktirafan ini..sy akan lebih berusaha lagi untuk masa hadapan…ahahahaha..begini ka ayat kalau menang award..sy pun tia tau..hihihi
2. Link atau ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award ini kepada anda –
Apa yang sy tau tentang saudari Peggy;
Apart from fakta dan hobi yang sy tau dari blognya, mau tau klik sini; sy tau sikit-sikit saja:-
1 – sy kenal dia thru o friend of mine yg juga satu church dengan saya..
2 - mula berkenalan melalui Friendster…
3 – diberkati dengan penulisannya dalam blognya di FS
4 – sy fikir dia salah seorang peneraju utama dalam website anakdomba.com
5 – masih single..ahakksss (yaka peg..hehehhe)
6 – pada pemerhatian sy, dia seorang yg punya karunia tuk kaunseling orang
7 - last but not least, sy tau dia punya hati yg sangat besar tuk Tuhan dan jiwa-jiwa di luar sana…
Keep on blogging fren…
3. Setiap blogger hendaklah menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum pemenang seterusnya - ( 5 fakta & 5 hobi la )
1. sy pure Rungus dan asal orang kudat sabah..(selalunya bila sy suruh org teka, sy org mana..mesti durang akan cakap sy org Sarawak…hehee)
2. sy adalah student engineering but I’m no longer practising engineering stuff..and currently I’m a gov. servant…bekerja di MOA..so please..dun ask me bout engineering terms…sy betul2 sudah lupa….
3. sangat suka makan daging ayam….especially Ayam KFC…dan nasi ayam..(ahahhahaha)
4. seorang yang mudah tersentuh hati (bukan mudah tersinggung ya..its different)…tp pendek kata mudah mengalirkan air mata…
5. ehm, apa lagi ya….sy suka tempat yang sejuk spt Cameron Highland, Genting Highland, Gunung Emas (Tambunan) dan sy juga suka laut…sgt suka…
Hobby:-
6. membaca
7. menulis…(yes..i like blogging)
8. suka travel (suka tengok tempat orang)
9. shopping when got extra money to spend..hihihi
10. suka tengok cerita/movie berulang2 (ahahahaha)
4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyertakan nama mereka di blog anda.
1. vien
2. kiera
3. Joanne
4. Jaclyn
5. airin
6. yantie
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Itu sajalah…enjoy!
someone forward this to me..and its time to ponder the words...
I have been sounding the alarm through the mouths of My prophets. They have heard ME tell of My intentions to come in months past. And, I have been ready! All in heaven is now prepared and ready and I am giving this one last shout! There shall be no other delay, past this one! I only delay now as My bowels of mercy and compassion have been moved to extend this time for a short time indeed! For, many of you, oh My Bride, stand on the brink of being ready! But, you are not ready!
LET IT BE KNOWN THAT I WILL MARRY NO GOSSIP-MONGERS. NO PURVEYORS OF HATE OR MALICE, SAVE YOU REPENT IN DEEP SORROW AND SEEK MY FORGIVENESS FOR ALL.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO DO NOT LOVE OTHERS, EVEN TO LOVE YOUR ENEMIES, TO PRAY FOR THEM AND TO BLESS THEM.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO HAVE ANY SORT OF UNFORGIVENESS IN THEIR HEARTS.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHOSE BOWELS ARE NOT FULL OF LOVE AND COMPASSION TOWARD ALL.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO DO NOT HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION TOWARD THE LOST, THE HURT AND THE SUFFERING.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO HAVE NOT SPENT LONG HOURS IN PRAYER BEFORE ME, NIGHT AND DAY, SEEKING ME TO JUDGE THEM, TO PURIFY THEIR SINS THROUGH FORGIVENESS AND TO MAKE THEM WHITE.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO LOVE THE WORLD AND WHAT IS IN IT.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO ARE ADDICITED TO TELEVISION, OR TO ANY OTHER WORLDLY THING!
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO LUST AFTER THE FLESH AND WHO LOVE THINGS OF THE FLESH.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO MAKE TELEVISION THEIR COUNSEL, AND WHO LOOK UPON VIOLENCE.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO BACKBITE, AND WHO MOCK AND SCORN MY TRUE WORKS AND WILL NOT REPENT.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO STAY UP LATE TO CHASE THINGS OF THE WORLD, AND WHO PUT ME LAST.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO LOVE THE WORLD AND WHAT IS IN IT! FOR, I DEMAND THAT YOU RENOUNCE THE WORLD AND ALL OF ITS EVIL MATTERS AND CONCERNS.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO LOOK UPON ANOTHER WITH EYES OF LUST, OR WHO COVETS, OR JEALOUSLY LONGS AFTER WHAT BELONGS TO ANOTHER.
I WILL MARRY NONE, WHO DO NOT PUT ME FIRST, KEEP ME FIRST AND LOVE ME ABOVE ALL, CHERISHING MY COMMANDMENTS AND OBEYING THEM ALL.
REPENT, OH, YOU BRIDE OF MINE! I WILL COME FOR A CLEAN BRIDE! AND, BE WARNED, THAT I COME VERY SOON AND BE WARNED ALSO THAT AT THIS TIME, AND FROM MY VANTAGEPOINT, SAVE MANY OF YOU GET CLEAN AND QUICKLY SO, I WILL TAKE AT THIS TIME FEW INDEED! FOR, FEW INDEED YOU ARE, WHO HAVE MADE YOURSELVES CLEAN! BUT, EVEN SO, IT IS NOT FOR ANY LACK OF WARNINGS THAT I AM COMING FOR MY BRIDE! I HAVE WARNED YOU! AND, THE TIME OF MY TARRYING IS FAST COMING TO AN END.
I am your Father Yahweh, yea Jehovah, Most High God, Jesus, Saviour, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.
As witnessed, dictated and recorded this 21st day of January, 2009,
Linda Newkirk
* Please note that we do not endorse all of Linda Newkirk's claims, but just this message, so that our Lord Jesus "might present it to Himself a glorious church, not having spot or wrinkle or any such thing, but that it should be holy and without blemish." (Ephesians 5: 27)
Thursday, February 5, 2009
1001
vien + kiera...
joanne + me
ok itu antara perkara yg membuatkan sy melonjak-lonjak..tapi itulah 'berwaspadalah sentiasa'...kata Firman Tuhan....tidak sampai beberapa jam lepas tu.....sy yg melonjak-lonjak di awan-awan....terus menjunam jatuh ke bawah...(tidak tau sampai mana dah)..yg pastinya sy sgt SEDIH.....sebab berlaku sesuatu kepada my baby mountain blue!....semalam sy ambil student tuk p Prayer Meeting....tp adalah perkara berlaku yg akhirnya sy kena buat u turn di tempat yg sempit....sy dengan keadaan panik berfikir...'boleh ke tidak' kereta sy ni lalu....sy mau cari u turn yg luas (masa tu sy drive hoping to find the way out) sekali sampai di dead end!...pas tu sempit sangat...apa lagi sy mau reverse..depan ada kereta tepi ada kereta....pas tu...reverse punya reverse...my car sensor semalam pun mengecewakan sy....sebab sy sudah terlanggar divider pun belum berbunyi...aduiiiiiiiii....sy sudah menjerit...(dalam hati)....kesian loh sama kereta sy yg belum sampai 1 bulan...kira-kira besok adalah genaplah 1 bulan.....huhuhuhuhu.....sy balik rumah.....dengan keadaan fikiran terganggu....sy sempat berfikir kenapa ya semua ni berlaku dalam masa yg singkat!....sigh!...apapun, sy tetap bersyukur..sebab cuma bumper yg mengalami kerosakan..yg lain masih dalam good condition..i'm not blaming Proton,apa lagi student yg sy ambil(adalah ceritanya, kenapa)...i'm not blaming anybody...just..a bit dissapointed...
ni la keadaan bumper sy....sian o sy tengok!
k lah tia mau sedih-sedih, cukuplah semalam dengan semalam....hari ni another story...bersyukur dalam segala keadaan.....dan yg bestnya hari ni juga...sy bawa buku sy tu p ofis..nanti time lunch mau baca..hihihihi tidak sabar mau tau cerita seterusnya...
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
pagi-pagi lagi...
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
weekend...cuti wilayah...sakit mata....
this medicine harganya RM30..padahal, i only need the eye ointment jak!
3 Feb - masuk ofis....hampirrrrrrrrr lupa ada meeting jam 9 am....then utk kali pertama nya sy pakai spec masuk kerja....the last time sy pakai spec adalah 2007...hehehhe...
happy February..^__^
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